Bla. That's how I feel today. It's my first full day off in a while and instead of feeling great and enjoying a relaxing day to myself, I feel yucky. I went to bed at 8 last night cause I had a terrible migraine. Haven't had one of those in a while. Anyway, after getting 12 hours of sleep I got up when Michael went to work this morning. I talked to my mom, and Ryan for the first time AGES. I have kind of just moped around ever since. I guess it's good to not be worrying about/doing any work stuff or wedding stuff for once, but I feel dizzy and sleepy and weird.
I have also been thinking about things I haven't thought about in a long time, people I haven't thought about in a long time or seen in years. It's probably because I was thinking about the wedding and seeing old friends again. There are some people I wouldn't thought twice about inviting a couple years ago, but now I don't even know where they are or what they're doing. I have a day like this once in a while. I probably need it. It's so easy to get caught up in the now, which is good too, but forget about other things. Life is so weird.
I hope that winter ends soon. It feels like it could go on forever. Once the snow starts melting I know I will feel better, I always do. I have always disliked winter, and it really doesn't help when it's -50. Everyone is sick and tired and cranky all the time. It's depressing. We'll all break out of it soon enough. I shouldn't wish the time away but I just can't wait for the summer, it's as simple as that. I can't wait to get married. To see my friends and family and just have fun, nothing else. It's going to be amazing. I just wish it would hurry up.
Posted at 7:02 pm by
Jenn
