Well we finally got spring. And it's almost June, which means we're coming up on 2 months until the wedding. TWO MONTHS. People keep saying I must be getting excited now. Well I am, but at the same time I am not filled with anticipation yet. I have been much too busy to think about it too much. I have just been kind of doing the things that need to get done and waiting until I can do all the other things that I know will pile up all at once any time now.
I know that this time last year I was not this busy. It has a lot to do with the fact that we had a summer student by now, so what three of us covered last year only two of us can this year. I can't wait until school is over so it will start to slow down, when everyone goes away to the lake on the weekends and I can start doing the things I want to. I have rarely been getting free time lately, and when I do I just want to crash.
I went to lake last weekend though, and it was the perfect relaxing weekend. Unfortunately having a long weekend just means less time to get the same amount of work done the following week. So this past week was pretty hectic and now I am sunburnt and tired and have been on the verge of getting sick ever since we got home.
As tired, and cranky, as I get I know that this is just how my life is. It's stressful and frustrating sometimes, but it is also exactly what I always wanted. I would much rather look back on my life and know that it was full of stuff - a job I love and lots of friends around - instead of long day of nothingness. This optimism is coming from the sunny days we have been getting lol. At least at the end of a hard day at work, it is still light out and there is still time left in the day to enjoy that.
Did I ever mention how much I love summer? I can't wait to go to the lake!!
